It hurts so much when you find out that your crush won’t ever consider you in that way just because he wants to stay just friends. Can’t they see that it hurts us more that it hurts them? I cry every time I hear his name, or even see his face. It just hurts not knowing why it can’t happen between us, because saying “I just want to stay friends” its not an answer it’s an excuse, and who are you kidding because its definitely not me.. I like everyone else in this world want to find your so called soul mate, and I can’t even make my friend like me. Is it me? Because I don’t understand what happened. How is it possible that you can like someone so much and they don’t even see it or understand it?
Today everything changes… My life, who I am, who I was.. I can’t believe what I see, the new person that’s in me! I’m new and I’m here!! Listen to me, see me. I do exist. I am one of the 8 billion people that live in this world and you need to know that I’m special, that I’m alive and I’m good as new.. Try to see who else there is in this wonderful world, because you are not the only one who….
Is summer made to study? No! Is summer made to have fun? Yes! Is summer made to brake some rules? Sure why not. Summer as the song says you need to live “young, wild and free”… Friends, family, beach time, party time, all that is made to do in summer, then in winter is for other things.. No one should take that away! Summer is the time of the year where everyone can relax, where everyone can take a brake and have fun, because summer is only once every year and it only lasts two or three months.
My way of seeing things is so different from others.. Yeah I’m different, so that’s bad?? No!! Being different means being special in your own way.. The way I see life is that if you copy people is because you don’t have your own personality, or your way of being. But when you don’t copy that’s the person everyone wants to see, a confident strong girl/boy that everyone is proud of.. That’s how everyone should be proud of even yourself.
Usually summer flings don’t go further than summer, but sometimes they do last.. Love doesn’t have a period of time, love was always there or it never existed at all… I wonder why do people say summer flings and normal love? At the end of the day isn’t it the same thing?
Being the new girl always sucks… And it’s so much worse when it’s summer, there’s no way u’ll find friends and enjoy summer at the same time! Poor me in the middle of the summer with no friends and nothing to do cuz everything involves two people. What can a girl my age do by herself in a town she barely knows??
Who would of thought that finding a home was so hard? And even finding the PERFECT home! There’s so many places to look and not so much time.. The city is so big and there’s so much to discover but not so many places for me 😦 Have you ever asked yourself why is it always us that have to look for things and not the thing at us??