What do you think about an adventure?

It’s a new year and it’s a new life.. A new beginning, but then why do I feel so bad? Maybe it’s because I’ve lost confidence with a really special person or just the fact that nothing has changed jet. I know it’s the first 10 days of 365; but I want and need something to change, so I can feel normal again.. I need adventure! My normal life has always been a roller coster and now it’s like that roller coster started without me. Every once in a while everyone needs an adventure, something crazy to do, don’t you think so?